why i am feeling worries?

hello

idk lately i just feel very very lonely. not that lonely-i-need-a-boyfriend-now kind of feeling. idk i just want someone that i can talk about how my days are, what's happening, hilarious stories etc. this week my health is not good. i vomit and had mild diarrhea. lepas muntah dan cirit birit then bahagian sendi-sendi aku macam sakit-sakit doh. rasa dia sama lebih kurang macam sakit sendi yang aku rasa masa aku dengi dulu. serius risau sebab orang kata kalau kena denggi kali kedua biasanya teruk sikit. idk i have a mixed feeling if its bad maybe it the opportunity for me to run from this world i think. why i rasa takut instead of happy. yeah, it sounds like a depressed person with depression, right?  idk. why am i living in this world if im not happy, if people around me dont treat me right, if my friends dont even care for me but just their business (?) isnt it a good opportunity?

ugh.

bye xoxo

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